2023-02-08 00:59
What the doctor said about me the other day suddenly comes back to me.
'Jaewon looks calm and calm on the outside, but inside he seems to be boiling lava that looks like it might explode at any moment.'
Did I do that?
It was a side of me that I could not objectify.
If you listen to the stories that many adults have about their 20s, they all say that they were anxious.
Anxiety is something you have to deal with, but
You never get used to it.
It racks my brain and makes my body heavy, as if it's the first feeling I get every day.
I need to face it well, caress it, and embrace it.
Lately, it seems like there have been more days when I couldn't face each other.
I thought the more anxious I was, the harder I had to work.
Not everything is going well.
It builds up and eventually the body sends a warning signal.
Of course, the act of working ultimately serves as a form of training to control anxiety.
In order to tie the knot, I feel like I have to express it in writing like I do now.
There was an expression that the doctor greatly sympathized with.
Every time I take a step up the stairs, my feet get covered in something very gooey.
It feels like I have to use all my might to just take one step forward.
At the time, I wanted to say that it was difficult, but when I thought about it again, I thought this was a smooth process.
There is nothing in my way but myself.
My thoughts are still young.
All that mud under my feet was created by me.
Take out the white paper again and play with your hands as you wish.
Dissonance may one day sound like harmony.