reveal

As time goes by and the more you work on something, the more difficult it becomes.

The idea of creating a window into my heart to show myself to others changed to just showing my work, and now I am dominated by the fear of showing anything.

I think it's because I've been facing so many ugly things in my mind. I don't want to be caught like this, and I guess I wanted to show something else at the time.

What kind of management and show are you trying to show with this? It's full of fear and contradictions.

The more I work, the more my shortcomings seem to grow, and the more I keep revising and revising, the more things I can't complete. Seeing myself unable to satisfy myself like that, I fight with myself, saying, "So what's perfection? You have your own standards for perfection." My personality is getting worse.

It's clear that I continue to create things because of the catharsis I feel while working, but it's still hard for me to come to terms with the fact that I keep pushing my mind to the edge.

Sometimes I wonder why I torment myself so much, sometimes I wonder why life is so difficult, sometimes I wonder if living without these worries is a good life... My thoughts are full of things I don't know, so I can't tie up the knots.

That's why we love like this~ Love~ I think there are many evangelists of love, love, love. To create a passage where the heart can rest even for a moment.

But I don't even know this!